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Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh, let’s go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start.
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh, its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start.
Dear God,
Please don’t let this get out of hand. You know we had good intentions, so please don’t let her worry. Please, don’t let their love hurt because of what happened. You know nothing happened.
And please stop people rubbing it in my face. I’ll find it someday, just not today. Or any time soon, for that matter.
Please.
And on a lighter note, Youth Mass today was funny/fun/pretty awesome. I liked the homily, even though it sounded funny with the accents and all. But its beautiful:
God can take you anywhere in the world, and you can encounter all kinds of shit (I mean, difficult situations). But whatever God can take you to, God can take you through.
Beautiful.
“Een meisje als u zou boyfriend moeten hebben –”
“Nee, u ziet een ring op mijn vinger?”
Zij plaatste haar hand in zijn hand om een punt te bewijzen, en hij voelde haar zachte aanraking.
“Zo, ben ik een vroege mens, ay?”
Zij lachte en antwoordde in de zoetste glimlach die zij heeft gehad,
“Nee, mijn liefde. U is laat.”
What’s the connection between you and the last person that called you?
My sister. She’s my sister.
002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yes, when the battery’s low.
003. What happened at 10.00am today?
I was still asleep.
004. When did you last cry?
During the youth retreat.
005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Blackberry/rasberry jam.
006. What do you want in your life right now?
God, school and a slightly bigger allowance.
007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Depends if I have either with me (umbrella or hoodie)
008. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
Jerry, my blue hippopotamus.
009. What bottom are you wearing now?
Colourful Flowery shorts that I’ve had for about 8 years.
010. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
Nothing in there is nice enough to be nice.
011. Do you tend to make a relationships complicated?
Nope. What for?
012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.
013. What was the last movie you caught?
the incredible HULK.
014. What are you proud of?
Jie, for tutoring the hellish korean girl.
015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
‘haha, wow I thought you were sleeping already.’
016. What was the last song you sang out loud?
If Only by KT Tunstall.
017. Do you have any nicknames?
Julie Biscuit, DingDong, Joonehlee, Durian, Lucy, Jules. And Airpork, but I ignore that.
018. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
My mum. Something about hot rolls XD
019. What time did you go to bed last night?
1 a.m.
020. Are you currently happy?
Not really. Moody actually.
021. Who gives you best advice?
No one. Everyone’s advice is funny.
022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Yep, who doesn’t.
023. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Nobody.
024. Is anything bugging you right now?
Not much.
025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Jie, this morning.
026. Do you wear toe socks?
NO. it’s uncomfortable.
027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Jie.
028. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Of course, who hasn’t.
029. What annoys you most in a person?
immaturity.
030. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Not relevant.
031. Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope.
032. What is the colour of your room?
White.
033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Nope. Unless it was Osama Bin Laden or someone along that line.
034. Do you believed in the saying “talk in cheap”?
wtf.
035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
me?
036. Who was the last person to hug you?
Mummy, when she came back from her business trip.
037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Kissless, my friend. Kissless.
038. Do you have a life?
I guess.
039. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn’t?
Haha, on the contrary, for a while I thought Elvis Presley was alive.
040. What is the reason behind your profile song?
I don’t know.
041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Don’t know why, but Munir from primary school. Damn random.
042. Last time you smiled?
Answering question 039.
043. Have you changed this year?
I guess. Got moodier.
044. What are you listening to right now?
Maroon 5.
045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Nope.
046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open lar, then.
047. Is there a quote you live by?
Recently; “Hate is easy; Love takes courage.”
048. Do you want someone you can’t have?
Isn’t that always the case?
049. Have you ever played an instrument?
Trombone, and failed attempts at the guitar I guess.
050. What was the worst idea you’ve had in week?
‘Maybe I should get a job.’
051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Chatting, eating cookies in milk.
052. Are you happy with your love life right now?
I’m happy with my non-existant love life, yes =]
053. What song describe your love life?
I don’t have a love life, I think.
054. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Hardly think so.
055. Who always makes you laugh?
Poodee =D
056. Do you speak other language other than English?
A bit of chinese and dutch.
057. Are you blond?
Not in another 2 -3 months when the dye comes off 
058. What’s your middle name?
Heather.
059. What are you doing tomorrow?
NOTHING.
060. What do you think you are like?
A rock.
061. Who will you choose to die with?
Whoever wants to, I guess.
062.Where have you been today?
Home.
063. What game do you play often?
Truth of Dare (secondary school overload)
064. Who are you missing right now?
You.
065. If you’ve to choose between friends & love, who will you choose?
can’t have one without the other.
066. What are you doing right now?
This shitlong quiz.
067. Which primary school are you from?
Temasek Primary.
068. Name 3 colours that you like.
Brown, Blue and Deep purple.
069. What emotion do you like to show?
Stoniness. Is that an emotion?
070. What is life to you?
Everything and nothing.
071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Cry, stone or talk about it with someone.
072. Who did you last chat with in msn today?
Joel. Talking about Le Choriste and balls.
073. Who do you admire the most?
People who live their entire lives without fear.
074. Which month are you born in?
August.
075. How are you feeling right now?
Moody.
076. What is the time now?
6.04pm
077. Where are you now?
At home, in my room.
078. What colour did you use to dye hair?
Copper blonde and Turmaline.
079. Why are you doing this test?
Cause I’m bored.
080. What do you do when you’re moody?
Sleep, I guess.
081. At which age you wish to get married?
Can’t really plan things like that, can you.
082. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
Can’t have one without the other.
083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
I think so.
084. Who is the person you trust the most?
God.
085. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
To meet you.
086. What is your goal for this year?
Get A for all my modules! (I know, I’m a nerd)
087. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yes, but at the moment its looking more and more impossible.
088. What feeling do you love most?
Love, feeling loved. It’s the best feeling on earth.
089. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Of course it is. The Earth is dying.
090. What feeling you hate the most?
Loneliness.
091. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Unfortunately not. I should learn to.
092. Do you believe in God?
Yep =]
093. Who cares for you the most?
God, mummy, Jie, Mo and closer friends.
094. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God, definitely. Cranky as it sounds, he’s the one holding it all together.
095. What’ll you bring when you fight?
A carton of beers and potato crisps. That way, hopefully there’ll be no need to fight anymore.
096. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Being stupid sometimes. Doing stupid things.
097. If you had one thing (anything) you can bring to heaven, what would it be?
My soul. Hah.
098. What if your stead two-timed you?
I won’t make the same mistake I did and dump him immediately.
099. How old are you?
17 this year.
100. What is the weirdest thing you’ve ever done?
Sit in front of the fan naked on a hot day with an ice cold orange juice.
People I want to do this:
Anyone who’s as bored as me.
20 days, baby. 20 days.
And I recently just made this blog public =] That means about 3 more people will know of this blog. Lovely.
Anyway, I haven’t got very much to say about my life, except my room is looking better and better each day. Go me. Pretty soon, my entire life will be in order. Every damn aspect of it.
Lovely.
All my life, I’ve never felt that little ease I feel when I’m talking to you. Not excited, not flattered, not privileged, not overwhelmingly infatuated, no.
I feel at ease.
But this break comes at a good time, to let me get a grip on myself and my life. And when you return, we’ll see how things turn out =]
On a lighter note, my room’s starting to look fantastic. Not too messy anymore, things are slowly finding their way into boxes and shelves. Good for me and all.
That’s all I chant to myself nowadays. Patiently waiting for school to start, patiently waiting for money to come in, patiently waiting for my life to take a turn for the better.
It’s like when you’re sitting around waiting for something fantastic to happen, you turn your head at every blade of grass that flickers, or get startled by every sound the trees make. It’s that insane.
But patience, patience. I’ll wait for it. For now, I just got to stop thinking so much about all these things and wait for life to pick up pace.
Meanwhile, life is looking pretty good physically. Forced myself to jog off the office butt aches and hindu-less yoga is good for the conscience. It kind of clears you. Sorta like quiet stretchy time. Highly recommended for lazy people, by lazy people.
Back to milk and cookies, we go!
Yeah, now I know why someone like you can fall in love with someone like you, cause for someone your age, you behave almost 4 years younger than you actually should. I mean, if being stupid’s cool, keep me out of the trend. If being stupid gets you laid, I’d rather stay virgin. And if being stupid means being like you, I’m glad I’m not that stupid.
Moving on, back from Church camp! I guess I’ve been a very bad catholic and I still am. But I don’t wanna talk to a priest about it cause I’m not sure how. I guess after I’ve had that quiet time during the camp to reflect on my own faith and where I am, what I’m doing, I’ve come to peace with the Big Man, and my inner self. I can be patient, and wait for his plan. I will wait for his plan.
Because now, I’m not thinking about you, you, you or even you anymore (all these yous are different people out there I don’t want to name), because I’m thinking about You. And what you have for me.
The rattlesnake said, “I wish I had hands so I could hug you like a man!”
The cactus said, “Oh! Don’t you understand? My skin is covered with sharp spikes
that’ll stab you like a thousand knives!
A hug would be nice, but hug my flower with your eyes.”
OMGOSH, I am the pansiest pansy of pansies.
As said in the movie ‘Made of Honor’, the saying ‘if you love something, let it go and if it loves you it’ll return’ was made by pansies FOR pansies.
I am so, so, so ARGHHHHHHHH.
I wished I dared to tell you how beautiful your eyes were. But you looked so distant, I just felt like I needed to stay far away from you the whole night. Besides, with your eyes, there was a 99% chance you were probably attached already.
Fuck that 1% chance, la.
Doesn’t it suck, knowing I’ll probably never see you again? I could just be all sour-grapey and say it’s fate, and then turn to the Pansy Mantra. But I could just pretend I forgot you and keep thinking about you.
Besides, they don’t know who you are.
I am Julie, Ding Dong, or Joonehlee.
I am a happy person, and I am not lying.
I have friends who love me, and I love my friends.
And I have cookies. Cookies are great.
XD
